People come on these courses for many reasons. Many have issues that are unimaginable in our lives, others are just interested in improving themselves and going deeper into their very being and many have lengthy discussions with the teachers about everything.....
I did this course because I had seen a documentary about how a woman in charge of a prison in India had introduced it into their prison and after a 10 day retreat the prisoners were different people, realised what they had done and how it affected others and their behaviour turned around......
What is Vipassana? It means seeing things as they really are, is one of the most ancient techniques of meditation in India. It was rediscovered by Gotama Buddha more than 2,500 years
Vipassana is a way of self-transformation through self-observation - so what is the technique?????
I did this course because I had seen a documentary about how a woman in charge of a prison in India had introduced it into their prison and after a 10 day retreat the prisoners were different people, realised what they had done and how it affected others and their behaviour turned around......
What is Vipassana? It means seeing things as they really are, is one of the most ancient techniques of meditation in India. It was rediscovered by Gotama Buddha more than 2,500 years
Vipassana is a way of self-transformation through self-observation - so what is the technique?????
Firstly, the rules......total silence, no touching, no eye contact with anyone, men and women are separate the whole time, no music, no phones, computers, books, diaries, no food brought in, nothing.........BUT there is a freedom in silence - you don't have to acknowledge anyone - just get up and go about your business as you want....there is just a (very) quiet acceptance of everything that happens...no one complains.....for 2 days the showers stopped working and no one said anything......
BUT no one smiles either (except the teacher) and I miss that....
The day.......
Well we are woken by a gong at 4am to get ready for the start of meditation at 4:30am until 6:30am,
6:30am: Breakfast of some form of oatmeal, 1-2 wholegrain rolls, maybe butter and jam or olives and tomato slice and a piece of fruit.
After breakfast to 8am is free time to rest - I usually returned to my room to sleep.......
8am - 11am: Meditation (8-9 group meditation in the hall then you can choose between your room or hall for the rest of the time - room means sleep to me to I tried to stay in the hall)
11am: Lunch - Whole grain rice and a bean dish or lentils with salad and tea (lemongrass or other natural)
then rest time until 1pm......
1pm - 5pm: Meditation (2:30 - 3:30pm is group meditation in the hall the rest you can do in your room or hall)
5pm: Dinner - 2 pieces of fruit - an orange, a banana or mandarine and a natural tea - that is it until breakfast the next day. If you an old student (done a past course) you only get lemon tea...no fruit.
6pm - 7:30pm: Group meditation
7:30 - 8:30pm: Listen to recording by Goenka
8:30pm - 9pm: Group meditation
9pm: Bed - Usually lights are out at 9:15pm and not a sound is heard.....people are exhausted and some said they had amazingly vivid dreams.
The Meditation
The 1st 3 days we just concentrate on our breathing through our nose and the sensation of how it feels on our upper lip area.....it requires a lot of concentration to stay focused and I daydream a lot....and initially fall asleep a lot too!!!!
Days 4 - 10 the Vipassana meditation technique is taught (scanning the body starting at the fontanelle and going slowly down then back up - over and over again and any sensation felt is observed and allowed to dissipate - the arising and passing of any sensations - good or bad - so it relates to being able to deal at a subconscious level with issues in ones life that may have normally caused an emotion - they can now be seen as impermanent and are able to be dealt with calmly and passively..... it concentrates on the real impermanence of issues....
During the course there are recordings played that have been recorded by S.N. Goenka - the Indian who introduced it to teaching centres all over the world and in one he said there are 30day and 45 day courses but 10days is more than enough for me.....I was waiting for it to finish, not because of the silence but the infinite time spent meditating.........it was very good on many levels but 10 days is enough for me....
My Feelings: I was so pleased I did this - for so many reasons on so many levels. I now understand an amazing form of meditation and the effects it can have on people and why that happens. Personally, I solved a lot of issues I had been worrying about - not through thinking incessently about them but the solution just came to me and the solutions were unexpected solutions - solutions I would never have thought of myself........There is a lot of good in this meditation and I am sure that if I continue with it, I will be a far better person than I could even imagine now...
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This is the medition hall on the last day when it was clear of meditation mats and cushions and people. The other photos are my roomies on the last day - 2 beautiful girls from Lima and our room (somewhat messy), a llama, of course, and the only area we had to walk if we needed exercise during the course.